I am devoted to the awakening of our world.

This is my story.

I am a woman who has had many deaths and has lived many lives.

For a long time, I believed that being successful was most important. So I made making money, achieving, producing, DOING DOING DOING was my number one.

Then I had my first child. My beautiful Natalia. She turned my world upside down and saved me from myself. She woke me up from the trance.

I felt for the first time, connected to something greater. I learned about the importance and power of our own self-transformation, and how it can affect the reality and people around us.

I was an attorney and business owner at the time of a large law firm, and after having this awakening, I decided it was no longer for me.

So I left it all. I chose my family, and myself.

People thought I was crazy for leaving, for starting over, for choosing a career like spiritual coaching and speaking. But I did it any way.

And as life would have it, I fell asleep again, into the trance.

Work, work, work.

Do, do, do.

Produce, achieve, succeed.

And then here came my next awakening. I had another child, my beautiful Nikolas.

From a young age he suffered from a condition called Eczema. I tried ignoring it, focusing on work, my success, my work.

Soon he was covered in it. I couldn’t ignore it.

Stress. Exhaustion. No sleeping. Fights with my husband. Everyone was being affected by what seemed to be a long term chronic health condition.

Seeing my beautiful Nikolas suffering was the hardest part. He was afraid to bathe, had gauze on his feet, couldn’t eat anything without flaring up, and would just SCREAM from the pain.

The screams will haunt me to this day.

Desperately looking for the light, I searched around the world for doctors to help. No cure, I was told.

3 years later, 8 doctors in I lost it. I felt like giving up. We can’t live this way.

Please God, help us. We can’t do this anymore.

Then it hit me. What if I stopped looking at this only from the physical/material angle and started seeing this from the energetic lens?

At the time, I was deep into learning about the principles and systems of energetics from my mentor. She mentioned that when children are sick they are not the problem, they are a symptom of the whole ecosystem.

So I started looking at the whole thing again from a more expanded perspective.

I realized that it was a gift, an awakening, a call back home.

I realized that I had made making money and my success more important than what was right in front me.

So I paused everything I was doing, and made this my job, my number one.

And sure enough I was led to all the healing that was necessary within me.

I explored all the ways I was participating in his condition as the creator and observer, how my ancestry played a part in it, how my husband played a part in it, how my daughter played a part in it, and I got to work.

I focused on alchemizing, on facing it all, on feeling it all, and began to use myself as a vessel for healing.

I focused on getting my family right, our ecosystem back into balance.

Shortly after I began that journey, we were led to a naturopathic doctor in Canada, and a western doctor in Miami, and between all of it, within a weekend he was healed…. miraculously.

By miraculous, I mean MIRACULOUS.

It was night and day.

His body changed on a Friday, and when he went back to school, the teachers gasped in disbelief.

This was the first time I ever really saw the power we have materialize in the physical world.

Since then, I have applied this to everything that unfolds in my life.

I focus on frequency first. Alchemy first, before any worldly strategies.

It’s more efficient, faster, and beyond anything we can do ourselves with our 2 hands.

It’s the Quantum baby.

This journey with my son, caused me to SLOW down, to see the magic, the miracles, experience the beauty of life.

It awakened me to a new perspective about my life. At the time I had a lot of work to do to unhook from the cultural ways of doing things, so I got to work.

Thread by thread, I alchemized, I healed, I felt, I screamed, I cried, I faced, I owned, I reclaimed, I declared.

And what happened each time was magnificent.

People shifted. My reality shifted. Situations, circumstances shifted. So I kept going…

My life before is almost unrecognizable to where I am now…

I went from city life to farm life.

I went from giving away my power as a mother to tapping into my wisdom - healing my own children and educating my own children.

I went from outside of me to inside of me.

I went from outsourcing my primal self, to getting to know the animal within me.

I kept following the breadcrumbs of the Divine, the whispers of my soul, the nudges. And it led me to a life of creativity, of spaciousness, of nature, of sacredness, of love, living life freely, spreading the light wherever I go.

And so it brings me to the present time.

I am clear that I am here to live life passionately. To live this life ALIVE, with my heart cracked open, and in devotion in contribution to the collective.

I am clear that I will live as if it were my last day on this planet - no holding back, leaving it all on the dance floor, all in, fully, unhinged, unbound, wildly and in celebration of this one precious life.

Because, why not?

We get to create and choose.

What would you do it you were choosing?